Something big is coming.
Mary, my late wife, visited me in a dream last night.
Yeah, Valentine’s Day, cool, thanks for that babe.
I’m a weird dreamer. I will slip deep into a dream state as soon as I close my eyes. I will often shake out of that state just as quickly. This can result in hyper realistic dreams that span more time than the few seconds I’m unconcious.
That’s how Mary chose to visit me. In the dream, I was leaving our tattoo studio and walking down the hall to our jiu-jitsu neighbors at Elevated Studios. She was there, coming out of another doorway to follow me. I didn’t stop, but my eyes were locked on her face. It was different. She has a twin sister, so I thought maybe it wasn’t Mary, but it was. It was different because she had aged. It’s been six years since she passed and it looked like she had been living those years somewhere else.
She wore a grey dress, an old Halloween costume. She smiled at me. She was peaceful and comforting in my confusion. I opened the door to the jiu-jitsu studio to let her in first, but we froze there for a moment, staring at each other.
Then I awoke.
There’s been a tension hanging in me recently. There’s a weight that I can’t properly articulate.
Mary reassured me. She was there at our new venture to let me know that I was safe and in the right place.
I believe deeply in signs and Mary hasn’t visited me this vividly in a long time. There were other small things too, it was an odd day.
This podcast episode fit right in to my intuition that a new chapter in my narrative is close. Jonathan Pageau and Seraphim Hamilton discuss divination from the Old Testament to Artificial Intelligence. The path I desire most is to align my attention as closely with God’s will as I am able.
Mary showed up to let me know she will be with me through every obstacle God offers me to master.