Isaiah 35: Beautiful Restoration

Isaiah 35:5 KJV — Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped.

Isaiah 35:7 DBY — And the mirage shall become a pool, and the thirsty land springs of water: in the habitation of wild dogs, where they lay down, shall be grass with reeds and rushes.

Translations vary, but it seems reasonable to use the word “mirage” here to describe the world before it is restored to the Eden state.

It is a fitting description of the fallen world. It winks at secular pop culture allusions to The Matrix and simulation theory. This existence seems artificial because it is. It is a fever dream. It is not reality.

In the end, our blind eyes will see and we will inhabit a healed Earth.

Isaiah 34: No Nation Will Escape

Isaiah 1:2 RSV — Hear, O heavens, and give ear, O earth; for the LORD has spoken: “Sons have I reared and brought up, but they have rebelled against me.

Isaiah 34:16 KJV — Seek ye out of the book of the LORD, and read: no one of these shall fail, none shall want her mate: for my mouth it hath commanded, and his spirit it hath gathered them.

I love how there is a challenge to come back, read this prophecy, and know that it is thoroughly accurate in its depiction of destruction.

No nation will escape this wrath. All nations have rebelled and will suffer.

Isaiah 33: Reap what you Sow

Isaiah 33:1 RSV — Woe to you, destroyer, who yourself have not been destroyed; you treacherous one, with whom none has dealt treacherously! When you have ceased to destroy, you will be destroyed; and when you have made an end of dealing treacherously, you will be dealt with treacherously.

Matthew 7:1-2 RSV — “Judge not, that you be not judged. For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and the measure you give will be the measure you get.

This chapter details how the Assyrians will be laid low for their rampaging.

Isaiah 32: Faith Through Crisis

Isaiah 32:1 RSV — Behold, a king will reign in righteousness, and princes will rule in justice.

1 Peter 2:9 RSV — But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s own people, that you may declare the wonderful deeds of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.

In this chapter, I hear God calling His people to be righteous and just leaders in difficult times.

After the Assrian invasion fails, Judah will suffer economically. God commands the complacent to rise up and prepare to receive the fruits of His Spirit.

Isaiah 31

Isaiah 31:1 RSV — Woe to those who go down to Egypt for help and rely on horses, who trust in chariots because they are many and in horsemen because they are very strong, but do not look to the Holy One of Israel or consult the LORD!

Jerusalem is besieged by Assyria and King Hezekiah is panicking. He wants to call out to Egypt for help, but Isaiah assures him that God will deliver the city to safety.

Do What You Can

My parents wanted to homeschool me 40 years ago, but circumstances prevented that path.

They always encouraged a
home learning environment that had little to do with school. My father, especially, put my education in my hands and taught me to question the arbitrary authority of the school system.

I didn’t learn about their homeschooling intentions until I announced that we were going to homeschool our sons. In their quiet, unschooling ways, they gave me the space to imagine a more free future for my children.

We don’t get to heal everything in one lifetime, but we do get to set the course for future healing.

Isaiah 28-30: Misplaced Trust

Isaiah 29:13-14 RSV — And the Lord said: “Because this people draw near with their mouth and honor me with their lips, while their hearts are far from me, and their fear of me is a commandment of men learned by rote; therefore, behold, I will again do marvelous things with this people, wonderful and marvelous; and the wisdom of their wise men shall perish, and the discernment of their discerning men shall be hid.”

Isaiah repeatedly warns against trusting in political alliances, rules and rites, and human wisdom.

It feels like a personal warning as a I read and listen to different resources.

How does one keep one’s heart close to God while (over)thinking deeply through His Word?

I try to remember that I will always hold more ignorance than knowledge.

That’s why I choose to trust in God. The unknowable is nearly infinite, but God is omniscient.

Not There Yet

Although I’m feeling run down this week, I have yet to reach my “climax of power.”

Nevertheless, I’ve never been terribly attached to the physical manifestations of conciousness.

I’m having a fun time in this vehicle, but I know that reality is much bigger than the material world.

Catching My Breath

I’ve been very active with jiu-jitsu and full sun gardening the last few days and it has worn me down. Sleep has been difficult and my Wim Hof Method breathing has been challenging.

I’m hoping for a good night of sleep so I can return to my Isaiah study (as well as more jiu-jitsu and soccer:-).

From Neocon to Anarcho-Christian Home Educator

I became a radical unschooler when I realized that learning outside school parameters is the norm, not the aberation.

Whenever I am curious, I independently seek knowledge. My job as an educational facilitator is to guide my sons on their journey and provide opportunities and resources.

I use “radical” a bit tongue-in-cheek. It seems to me that if you believe in something, you commit to its fundamental principles and act them out until you encounter a flaw. Then, you figure out if the flaw is in the principles, or your understanding of them.

Unschooling appears to be a complete learning system, whenever I find myself considering a certificate or other stadardized metric, I reevaluate the value and decide whether it is worth compromising the unschool principles. I rarely find it necessary, so I’m radically committed to this learning lifestyle.

My sons are 13 and 15. Ten years ago, we started homeschooling without a driving philosophy, it was a practical decision. Being a curious person, I discovered and dove into deschooling and unschooling. Through experimentation and meditation, I found these approaches to be most valuable in fostering an environment of physical, mental, and spiritual health.

Home education has radicalized me as a follower of Christ, an anarchist (although I give in all the time when I’m asked to license my business or pay my taxes), and an unschooler.

Like actual Christian Anarchy?

So it went like this:

When I came home to care for my sons (<1 and <3) fulltime, I was an ideologically captured Neocon addicted to 24/7 cable news/c-span. I turned the TV off whenever they were in the room, which, helpfully enough, they always were.

Obama’s presidency challenged my deepest beliefs in foreign policy. He continued and accelerated the Bush wars, but I was supposed to oppose those things now. The anti-war left disappeared and it was only proper to support interventions in Lybia, Syria, Yemen…

I was wavering, so I tried to figure out how I would explain all this to my sons in a clear and logical way. I couldn’t.

In 2014, we started homeschooling and I sought out podcasts to inform myself about how to go about it. I found an episode of the Tom Woods show on the subject. Maybe it was Lenore Skenazy or Ana Martin, The Libertarian Homeschooler. Either way, I loved the format of Tom’s show and started to connect with libertarian thinking.

There was nothing special about me and my wife, but we were educating our children, something we had been taught that only government (or a fancy, government-approved “private” institution) could do.

I remember sitting outside by our fire pit after the boys were in bed and sharing my new, “radical” libertarian thoughts with my wife. We had agreed on a conservative upbringing for our children, I wasn’t sure how my, “If we can do this without government, what else can we achieve?” would hit. It did. She seemed to already be ahead of me and we started leaning into a voluntarist mindset.

As a father, I stayed with the principle that I must live the same truth I try to instill in my children. The stakes were getting higher and I was searching for foundational truths.

I had become hooked on the Tom Woods Show and in addition to being a homeschooler, historian, and libertarian,  he’s also a Catholic. He doesn’t produce a ton of religious content, but as someone seeking deeper truths, I was fascinated.

In 2016, he interviewed Jordan Peterson and I discovered Peterson’s lecture series on Genesis. Through a Bible study group and a lot of meditation,  I found Christ in my heart in 2017. We were baptized as a family that September.

This was the same time frame I quit voting (the 2016 Republican primary was my last) and became interested in anarchism. Michael Malice remains a huge influence on that subject. While he doesn’t take a Christian perspective, he did introduce me to the ideas of Tolstoy and other Anarcho-Christians.

Politically, I’m comfortable with being identified as an Anarcho-Christian, however, it’s more accurate to call myself a follower of Christ. If a political position doesn’t fit in that matrix, I’m not going to accept it as my own.